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Mid-Life Crisis ??? OMG !!!

I’m having one of my those regular dinner dates with my intelligent niece.

Bingo !!! Suddenly, I felt that I may be in mid-life crisis … No worries … It’s not life and death issue. It’s just kinda of a reflection phrase of my present life. Sometimes, we are all so busy with our daily committment that we have no time to stop & think of our life … Life becomes so routine and we kinda let it be …

In a blink of eyes, gone were the days when we are in our 20s and have all the zest, dreams & goals. During my 20s, I dare not say that I’m an adventurous personality but I love challeanges and ain’t afraid to fail a dream and build another one. We change from time to time and we seldom lament on decisions that we made. It’s not that we ain’t sensible. It’s just whatever mistakes that we make. We take it as a learning curve. We may stumble & fall and in no time, we are up again to ride the waves.

In retrospect, when I hit my 30s … I have gained more confidence but ain’t so daring … It’s no longer the "attack" mode. It’s the "defence" mode. You maintain your dreams & goals … You are in your comfort zone and maybe choose to maintain it that way. We follow the norm …

But, then again … I start to wonder if it’s the kind of lifestyle that I desire in the 1st place. Did I lost myself in the midst of the rat race ? The burning questions : Is that what I really want ???

Happiness is getting what you want!

Joy is wanting what you get!

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